Things have been a bit overwhelming on the homefront. Nothing bad, just a lot going on. I've been trying really hard to find my groove. It's still a challenge each day to workout, but I've been pushing through. I know they say not to look at the scale, and to go by how you feel, but considering this is the most i have ever weighed, that scale keeps calling me over to take a look. I spent last week developing a plan that works for me. I almost felt guilty for not posting as much on the Healthy page, but if I'm going to help you guys, I needed to be on track, myself. :)
I tend to be a bit of a perfectionist. I follow the motto "Go big, or go home". So I'm going big! lol...I went out and found a calorie counter book, which I love. And I have my exercise/food journal that has really been an eye opener. I seem to average about 500-650 calories a day, which is WAY too little. So why the heck does it look like I'm an overeater? It's because my body is storing EVERYTHING that i put into it. It thinks I'm starving it. It's giving me the opposite result than I would have expected. I need to eat at least 1500 calories, just to give my body the minimum of what it needs. Especially since I'm working out!
I'm not sure if I've shared this, and I don't think i have. It's one of those things I don't go around telling everyone, but I was diagnoses with Cystic Ovarian Syndrome, last year. Now, I'm not thrilled about that, but it does contribute to my weight issues the last few years.
Basically it slows my metabolism wayyyy down. I have to work three times as hard, for little results. At this point, I'm willing to work harder, to get myself healthy again. It made me focus on what my body needs, and what I need to do to make it run it's best.
I started this to get myself healthy, and get rid of this weight that has slowed me down over the last few years. I'm tired of feeling like I'm carrying around a 35 pound weight. It's exhausting...
Anywho...I'm making this page a priority. It's something I need so badly, and if it can help others get motivated to stay on track, or take steps to get healthy, them that's a huge bonus!! I hope we can all learn from each other, and hopefully get everyone excited about using this page to stay on track, and get the moral support we all need. I don't care how strong you are, or how determined, having a friend there cheering you on, will give you a boost, you would never believe!!
Love,
Tina